Ugh October…
So yesterday (Thursday) totally felt like one of those boring yucky rainy days Bella describes in Twilight about Forks; which by the way I am so excited about the fact that I can now see New Moon previews on TV and it comes out next month, and yes I have already purchased my tickets and received a free itunes download off of the soundtrack. Whoo hoo. Anyway I woke up that morning at 6:30am to get ready for work and was quickly reminded of the random dream I had…
In my dream my sister and I were at a grocery store (which BTW is weird considering the fact that we don’t speak although I wish we were). We were having a good time and planning to cook a meal together so we went shopping for the food. During our grocery shopping I began to have pretty severe pains in my stomach. I remember I clenched it and asked her to follow me to the restroom. Once I got inside the restroom I sat on the toilet and began to push and next thing I know there is a placenta in the toilet with a baby inside. I knew at this point I had a miscarriage and that it was the most painful experience, and heart breaking experience of my life. I also knew in my dream that I did Not know that I was pregnant, so it was all a shock to the both of us. I do know that my sister, Amber, was there and comforting me and I could feel so much love between us. Now this is something that I don’t obviously feel now, but it is something that I desire and pray happens some day.
So anyway after my puzzled dream I began to get ready for work. When I left the house to drop the kids off at school it definitely looked liked a day in Forks outside haha. When I got to work it was raining hard and this is something I now hear more than ever in my new spot at work. My goal at this point was to not fall over asleep. See since my week has been busy and I haven’t gotten much sleep, and it’s now cold and raining I felt as if I was about to pass out, and we all know we can’t do this at work. So basically my day was boring. I didn’t have a lot going on and I was fighting exhaustion. After work I went to go tan and fell asleep in the tanning bed, which I love to do, it relaxes me immensely. Then I went to pick up my precious babies and it was off to the house for our normally Thursday night. Clean house. Do laundry. Watch Parks and Recreations, The Office, & The Mentalist. All my shows were great and I laughed out loud several times. After that I paid some bills and balanced the check book and ordered my book for my next class…Composition I. Thankfully though my first assignment isn’t due until the 1st, so I just read all the class announcements, etc. and went to sleep around 11:30pm.
So yesterday (Thursday) totally felt like one of those boring yucky rainy days Bella describes in Twilight about Forks; which by the way I am so excited about the fact that I can now see New Moon previews on TV and it comes out next month, and yes I have already purchased my tickets and received a free itunes download off of the soundtrack. Whoo hoo. Anyway I woke up that morning at 6:30am to get ready for work and was quickly reminded of the random dream I had…
In my dream my sister and I were at a grocery store (which BTW is weird considering the fact that we don’t speak although I wish we were). We were having a good time and planning to cook a meal together so we went shopping for the food. During our grocery shopping I began to have pretty severe pains in my stomach. I remember I clenched it and asked her to follow me to the restroom. Once I got inside the restroom I sat on the toilet and began to push and next thing I know there is a placenta in the toilet with a baby inside. I knew at this point I had a miscarriage and that it was the most painful experience, and heart breaking experience of my life. I also knew in my dream that I did Not know that I was pregnant, so it was all a shock to the both of us. I do know that my sister, Amber, was there and comforting me and I could feel so much love between us. Now this is something that I don’t obviously feel now, but it is something that I desire and pray happens some day.
So anyway after my puzzled dream I began to get ready for work. When I left the house to drop the kids off at school it definitely looked liked a day in Forks outside haha. When I got to work it was raining hard and this is something I now hear more than ever in my new spot at work. My goal at this point was to not fall over asleep. See since my week has been busy and I haven’t gotten much sleep, and it’s now cold and raining I felt as if I was about to pass out, and we all know we can’t do this at work. So basically my day was boring. I didn’t have a lot going on and I was fighting exhaustion. After work I went to go tan and fell asleep in the tanning bed, which I love to do, it relaxes me immensely. Then I went to pick up my precious babies and it was off to the house for our normally Thursday night. Clean house. Do laundry. Watch Parks and Recreations, The Office, & The Mentalist. All my shows were great and I laughed out loud several times. After that I paid some bills and balanced the check book and ordered my book for my next class…Composition I. Thankfully though my first assignment isn’t due until the 1st, so I just read all the class announcements, etc. and went to sleep around 11:30pm.
Just like to point out, you were supposed to see the movie with me! lol
ReplyDeleteBut great blog, although the dream is sad. Maybe it is a strong hint, that now is the time for a new baby!!! I am ready, so I dont know what the problem is..
LOL I know I know. Yes I think it might be time as well. I tried to talk Jessie into it, but it didn't work. :o(
ReplyDeleteI am glad you did the right thing. I dont understand how he had previous DWIs and they cant tell you about it? What is that? The last time I did a case in that courthouse, the lady charged with DWI was hanging in the halls with the jurors telling them she did not do it. THAT was weird!
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Yeah I thought so to. I still don't understand why they couldn't tell us, but whatever we got'em anyway haha. And that is what they all say "it wasn't me or I didn't do it." Yeah tell someone else that. :o)
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